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First Year Goals

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New Year’s Goals (My new year starts March 1.)

I read somewhere that it’s important to share goals. Something about accountability. Mostly I think it works because if you tell people you want to accomplish something, and then don’t even attempt to put in the work required, shame pops up in uncomfortable places.

So, if you talk to me and I’m doing nothing to pursue these goals, “for shame” me.

I’ll update as I think of more and achieve or fail the goals.
[Note, not all of these goals are acting/career related.]

In no particular order:
1. Move to Chicago –> One week and two days out.
2. JOB! I need a job.
3. Take some acting classes. (Preferably On Camera and Voiceover (VO) classes to start. I have less experience in these mediums.)

a. Other classes I’d like to eventually take, finances permitting: Sketch Writing at Second City; Dance (ballet, tap, hip hop); Scene Study; Improv.

4. Find a reasonably priced voice teacher.
5. Finish screenplay.
6. Hold reading of finished screenplay.
7. Revise screenplay.
8. Develop pitch for screenplay.
9. Start pitching screenplay.
10. Audition, audition, audition.
11. Book it.
12. Agent.
13. Take boxing classes.
14. Network. (I’m an introvert. I’d much rather be at home reading a book than trying to talk to people, but I realize connections are important. So it’s something I’m going to struggle with, but I’ll hopefully get there.)
15. Finish novel. (Current count is 44,000 words. Half way there!!)
16. Visit the major museums in the City.
17. Take Ki to the doggie beach.
18. See some great theatre.
19. Find a Swing Dance club.
20. Find a Ceili group.
21. Brush up on my accents and dialects: German; Irish; RP; Various Southern
22. Teach myself some new accents and dialects.
a. Accents: French; Russian; Italian; Polish; Indian; Jamaican
b. Dialects: Australian; Cockney; Scottish; Bostonian; New Jersey; Brooklyn
23. Keep up with this blog!

Moving Action Plan

I thought that posting this might help me be accountable and stay on top of my timeline.

One Month Out


1. Hire a moving company. 

This may not be necessary for everyone. However, I am going to be living on the 5th floor of an apartment building. Not really a big deal because there’s an elevator right? Wrong. The lease states the elevator is not to be used for moving. There’s simply no way that my dad and I can carry my furniture up five flights. The last time I moved I got my hand smashed going from first floor to the moving truck. 

Also, the parking around my building is horrendous. There’s no way that we could find a parking spot, let alone maneuver my dad’s truck through the rather narrow streets, with a trailer attached. We are not professionals. We’re going to meet the company outside the city at a box store parking lot to transfer my stuff.

Enter, the internet. I used Yelp to find out what three moving companies were rated the highest. I contacted those companies to receive an estimate. I ended up choosing the one with the highest rating because not only did they receive the highest rating, they were $20 an hour less expensive and were going to send one less guy than the other company that responded to my inquiry. We’ll see how it goes and whether or not I can recommend them.

2. Gather supplies

I’ve been accumulating moving supplies. Luckily, my mom saves bubble wrap so that’s not going to be a problem. I’ve also been collecting boxes from my friends and family. 

I bought some boxes from Home Depot as well. They ranged in price from $.69 to $1.29.

Three Weeks Out

Think about packing. Meh, I’ll do it later.

Two Weeks Out

1. PACK! and take inventory of the items I’m bringing along.

2. Get renter’s insurance based upon the inventory I have taken whilst packing. (closer to the end of the week.

3. Redo my furniture. I’ve picked up a few pieces over the past couple of years that I’ve been meaning to refinish.

a. $10 end table to be decoupaged with music??? old book??? Haven’t decided yet.

b. $10 two drawer filing cabinet to be decoupaged with free copy of a mythology text.

c. Restore my grandparent’s old bed to its former glory.

d. stain a night stand that I got for free.

One Week Out

1. Pack up the trailer.

2. Call my building manager. I called him as soon as I signed the lease, but he wanted to deal with me closer to the time of my move in.

3. Set up my utilities.

4. Get my car tuned up.

5. Going away party.

Auditioning for Shakespeare

Will Shakespeare…maybe?

I have an audition coming up. Thank heavens because I haven’t had one in a while. Nothing like not even getting seen to get a girl down, but that’s part of it: grind, grind, grind, rejection, grind, grind, grind, hustle.

This audition is for a couple of Shakespeare plays. I’m to have a verse monologue prepared. I haven’t done anything but contemporary auditions for some time so I’m slightly nervous. But, I’m never not nervous about an audition so that’s par for the course.

How I’m going to prepare:

When I have a classical audition, I always start with: Soliloquy: The Shakespeare Monologues.  I have the women’s version, which, for some reason, is a little harder to find than the men’s version. Not only does the book have the monologues, each entry contains a mini-dictionary explaining unfamiliar terms. Also included is a valuable description of the character. The character profile is helpful not only if you are in a pinch and don’t have time to read the play (NOT recommended) but also to provide you a reference point before diving into the play.

I’ve also recently found Shakespeare’s Monologues. It’s divided into men and women. The monologues are presented in chart form and it denotes whether the speech is in verse or prose.

I try to match the character of the monologue to the character that I’m most appropriate for in the show. Shakespeare’s writing contains some rather similar ladies so, thus far, it hasn’t been an issue.

I will memorize the monologue through the process I described in my post on How to Memorize a Monologue.

If you’re pressed for time:

If you don’t have the time to read the play, the following websites provide plot summaries.

Shakespeare Online: Comprehensive summaries on the plays. Also contains some articles ranging from Shakespeare’s language to information on the Globe.

No Sweat Shakespeare: Super short summaries.

Absolute Shakespeare: Summaries and commentaries on the plays.

Any resources and/or tips that you suggest? Comment below.

Finding an Apartment in Chicago: My Quest for Documentation of Utilities Included in My Rent

This has been a learning experience. I would love if people commented and told me about their own experiences, if a bigger market just works like this, advice for the next apartment hunt, etc.

I have recently found and signed a lease for an apartment. I went through one of the apartment finding services. I found the business through google. I would absolutely suggest, if you are able, to skip a service and go it on your own. That’s what I will be doing the next time I need to find an apartment.

Take this all with a grain of salt, my opinions are my own. I’m not mentioning, by name, what service I went with or who my landlord is. The former is because I’m not comfortable causing negative ramifications in a person’s career for something that, in the end, turned out ok, and the latter, because I don’t want people to know where I live.

First, why I chose to go with a service rather than going through Craigslist or a newspaper. I chose to get some help in my search because I’m not that familiar with Chicago. I went in with a list of neighborhoods that I would live in and a list of must haves. Those must haves were: dog friendly and near transit. I also wanted to be near a grocery store. I could have googled every single location listed on Craigslist that appealed to me in order to determine neighborhood, dogs welcome, and proximity to transit, but I think it would have taken me a very long time. Thus, I thought I was being more efficient by getting some guidance.

The day of apartment hunting started off just fine. We spent an hour, maybe a little over, talking about what my wants and needs with regard to an apartment. I was told repeatedly how great they were, why everyone should come to them, etc. I’m not really sure what the pitch was for, I was already there. Anyway, about an hour and a half into my appointment my agent and I left to scope out some apartments.

The first two were no goes, they did not meet the criteria that I wanted. The third place I visited was great. We saw a few more places before heading back to the office. All in all, I think I saw around 7 apartments in the span of two hours. Volume, thus, was pretty nice and way more than I could have done trying to hop Red Line to Blue, etc.

My issue with using a service, then, has nothing to do with the going out and looking, it’s the getting me to sign papers phase and afterwards that’s bothersome.

I had a clear front runner from the moment we walked into apartment number three. After I told the agent and his supervisor which apartment I was interested in, I then asked what utilities were included with the rent. Heat, water, sewage, trash, and maybe cooking gas but they weren’t really sure about that. (NOTE! After going through the last couple of days, this sticks out to me as a red flag).

That’s great, I thought. In my last place I had to pay electric, water, etc. (Heat was electric). I mentioned that it was great and that I was definitely interested, but I wanted to think about it. They informed me that waiting probably wasn’t a good idea, I could lose it. They gave me a few private minutes to talk over the decision with some trusted advisers that I called. I decided to go with the apartment.

I had to pay the first month’s rent to hold the apartment and another fee to fund my credit check. I asked to see the lease before I made any decisions and signed anything, but that was not possible because the lease was between me and the landlord, they don’t have one. I thought this was pretty strange considering how much I was required to put down to even apply for the place. But, I wanted the apartment so I signed their paperwork and paid.

The next day I received the lease, via email, from the landlord. Low and behold there was a provision that directly contradicted what I had been told was included in the rent. Specifically, this provision stated that absolutely NO utilities were included with the rent. (NOTE! There was a Welcome to the Building page in the packet containing the lease (listing phone numbers of utility companies) that stated Heat and Cooking gas were included, however, there was no where to sign, etc.) I wanted what the agent and his supervisor had told me was included in the rent in writing. I absolutely do not think this is too much to ask. I was not interested in signing a binding contract that stated that I received none of the utilities even if there was a verbal understanding.

What ensued was about four days of back and forth with the service trying to figure out what was and what was not a part of rent. Eventually, I was told that they don’t read the leases to know what is included in the rent. I thought this was outrageous. They told me that, if I just had to have it in writing, if they were me they would just pencil it in, but they can’t send me instructions because they’re not lawyers. Umm, no. That would have made it a counteroffer and I didn’t want to lose the lease over a couple of penciled in comments.
[Serious inquiry: Am I wrong that it’s poor practice for an agent not to read the lease of a property he is trying to lease? I understand that reading all the boilerplate isn’t necessary, but I would think knowing what the rent covers is essential in pitching an apartment. Keep in mind that I was living and renting in a much smaller market and could not imagine that an agent peddling a product was spouting off about what he thought, rather than what he knew. I would like peoples’ opinions, comment below.]

Next, after contacting the landlord directly, I was told he does not change the language of the leases to reflect what utilities are included in his various properties because he just has so many that it would be a pain to change.  [Serious inquiry number 2: For renters in larger cities, does your lease contain what utilities are included?]

I finally, FINALLY, got an email that said that heat and cooking gas were included…no mention of the other utilities. At this point, after talking with my trusted advisers, I decided that I wanted the apartment, and if I had to pay for water and the rest I would just have to suck up the cost. I sent back an email thanking him for the reply and asking who I needed to contact about getting water, etc. hooked up. I got another email shortly thereafter saying not to worry about those because they are included in the rent.

What frustrates me is that it took four days for someone, be it service or landlord, to confirm what was actually included in the rent. And, it took a string of emails to get the full picture.

Am I being too demanding wanting what my rent covers in writing? Have you had similar experiences? Comment below.

MovieMaker.com: Chicago is the Number 1 Place to Live and Work as a MovieMaker

Source: OurFilmSpace

I missed last Thursday’s promised post date. I apologize, I was out apartment hunting last week. If all goes well I’ll be describing the process in a later post. If it doesn’t, I may make a what not to do when apartment hunting in Chicago…or ignore it completely if it turns out to be too traumatizing (joking, I hope).

Anyhoo, I wanted to share that MovieMaker has named Chicago the number one big city in which to live and work as a moviemaker.

According to the article, in 2013 alone the city hosted such titles as Divergent, Jack Ryan:Shadow Recruit, and, of course, another Transformers.
[Interesting rumor on Transformers, a few summers ago the unfortunate souls taking the July Illinois Bar Exam were forced to deal not only with normal test anxieties, but also the fact that Michael Bay was  blowing up the area surrounding the testing center. Not optimal conditions for the situation, but I digress.]

Did you know that the Illinois Film Production Credit has no sunset? I didn’t either. There are also some sweet tax credits if a film meets certain criteria.

What does this add up to? It’s a lovely time to be in Chicago.

Also note, New York is listed as second and Los Angeles is listed as fourth.

You can read the full article and profiles of the cities that made the cut HERE.

Thoughts on Marketing Your Brand Across Social Media

I did not major in marketing. I didn’t even minor in business. However, I still wanted to share my thoughts on a cohesive aesthetic across online mediums. (Blogger, youtube, and actor website).

Actors, much as we may resist thinking of ourselves this way, are a product in a self-owned small business. I want my product to have a specific look that can be easily identified. I’m trying to brand myself across different media. The way that I’m accomplishing this goal is pretty basic; consistency in colors and images.

My biggest tie in across mediums is the color scheme. I chose blues and whites. I chose blue because it makes my eyes pop. Seriously, that’s the reason I chose that scheme.

I also have my profile picture consistent across most mediums. Further, I designed my logo and used it on both my website and my youtube channel. I deliberately didn’t use the logo on this blog because I didn’t think it was appropriate. Self-promotion is an added plus of having this blog. However, its content is not centered on me. It’s about the business, process, etc. of acting and the city of Chicago.

Here are some screen captures of various online presences:

Website Screen-capture
Blog Screen Capture
Youtube Screen-capture

A note on my twitter:
If you’ve visited my Twitter you’ll notice that the only thing that it has in common with the other mediums is my profile picture. Other than that, it’s a crazy colorful comic book type tiled background. I love it. It’s quirky, it’s eye catching, and it’s me. Is it bad that it isn’t consistent with the other mediums? I don’t know. Does my concern for cohesiveness outweigh how much I like its look? No.

I’d love to hear your thoughts on consistency across mediums. Does it matter? Am I completely full of it? Etc.

How to Memorize a Monologue

I have an audition coming up. It requires two monologues. Most of the auditions I’ve done recently have been cold reads (which I love), so I’ve been out of the memorization game for a while and don’t have any monologues appropriate for the play. Thus, memorization time.
I break memorization down into a series of steps.
First, I take a piece of text, line by line, and build upon each sentence (or phrase if it’s a long one). This way, I review what I previously I learned every time that I add a new sentence.
For example, let’s say that I’m learning “Hey diddle diddle,” the nursery rhyme. First, I would learn “Hey diddle diddle.” I would then add “The Cat and the fiddle.” So my review would be “Hey diddle diddle. The Cat and the fiddle.” Then I would learn the next phrase, and so on, until I’ve built the foundation of the monologue one phrase at a time, always reviewing what has come before.
Next, if I’m lucky and someone happens to be around, I will ask them to read the monologue as I recite it. I am stickler for each word being correct. The author wrote it that way, and my task as an actor is to bring the author’s words to life. I don’t like to cheat by adding in extra “that’s” or “umms.” If I’m wrong, I have them stop me, and I start from the beginning of the monologue, even if I got the very last word of the piece incorrect. Make sure your friend is patient, it can be quite irritating. 
Third, I write the monologue out, by hand. This really helps cement the words for me.
Then, if I can, I review the monologue right before I go to sleep. It is literally the last thing I do before turning off my light.
Finally, I start working on character. Not to say that my ideas haven’t begun to creep in already, but I don’t actively pursue it until I have the words solid. 
People differ, especially on the last step. Further, for me, in actual play rehearsal, character starts to form a lot earlier than my memorization. This is just how I approach monologues. 
One more thing, READ READ READ the play, book, etc. 
How to memorize a monologue

Phantom of the Opera at Albert Hall

I happen to adore overwrought, melodramatic, emotionally manipulative pieces of theatre. Given this proclivity, it’s no wonder that my favorite musicals include Phantom, Les Mis, and Jekyl and Hyde (I’ve only ever seen the David Hasselhoff version if that tells you anything). Give me dark corners and dark deeds set to a minor key, and I’m a very happy girl.
I have no idea how I missed the fact that there was a recording of the Phantom of the Opera at Albert Hall. I found it by accident while flipping through Netflix. It. Was. Awesome.
Maybe the production was so amazing to me because when I’ve seen the show I’ve always been too far away to really notice any subtleties in the actors’ performances. Or, maybe it’s because no one performs Erik like Ramin Karimloo.
I’ve never really liked the Phantom, as a character, all that much. He’s obsessive, controlling, and a murderer to boot. Watching Karimloo, I saw a humanity that I’d not associated with Erik. I’ll give a couple of examples for illustration.
My absolute favorite part of this production was in “Point of No Return.” The Phantom is posing as Don Juan, sitting at the tavern table. Christine runs her hands up his arms, or some such, and his hands shake. That’s it. Shaking Hands. Desire, longing, and a loss of control in minuscule body movements.  Beautiful.
Also, the inner emotional life behind his eyes the entire show. Even when he’s still there is a lot going on. He imbued his performance with a vulnerability that I haven’t seen in the role. It reminds me of why I love theatre. 
Watch it.
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Resources: How to Design and Code an Actor Website

I read the columns on Backstage rather regularly. One such piece, by Taryn Southern, gives a list of ten online tools that an actor should be using. You can read that article by clicking here. Unsurprisingly, one of those was a website. The author warns, in another article, that you shouldn’t do this solo if you don’t have any web skills. Well…there’s no time like the present and you can learn anything on the internet.

If you’re on this blog because you’re interested in acting, let me tell you that frugality is going to be essential. With that in mind, I’ve put in lots and lots of hours of sweat equity into this most recent project. Namely, I’ve been mocking up an actor website in Photoshop Elements 5 and then painstakingly coding it in pure HTML and CSS. (Caveat: For the contact form I used php in addition to HTML and CSS).

I’ve never done this. Ever. The closest I’ve come to coding was copying and pasting the embed code from youtube into blogger. This is a completely different animal. But, as I mentioned above, you can learn almost anything on the internet.

When I’ve got my site up and running I’ll share that. For now, here’s a screen capture of the site running locally on Chrome. I ended up really liking how it turned out. Hopefully, everything will go well when I upload it to a server. I’ll probably do another post on how I chose my web host and the process of changing it over so that it will run online.

After the picture, you’ll find some of the resources I used. I pulled from all over the internet, and I know I’m leaving things out, but I hope it will help get you started.

My self-designed and coded Actor Website
Most basic: I used Notepad ++’s online demo to code the entire thing.
The resources I kept going back to were: Lifehacker;  CSS-tricks; and W3Schools.

Photoshop Mockup (I used Elements version 5 and it still worked, you’re just going to have more work-arounds if you’re using an older form of photoshop.)
CSS-tricks

Where to code
Notepad ++ Demo

Basic HTML
Lifehacker
CSS-tricks (a video about converting your mockup to both HTML and CSS)

Basic CSS
Lifehacker

Putting it together
Lifehacker

Embedding Video in HTML
HTML Goodies

Downloading PDF HTML Code (for resumes)
Whirlpool Forum

Creating a Contact Form (I’m not sure if mine works yet because it needs to be tested online)
Tangled in Design

These are the basics to get you started. If you think of something specific that you want to do, just google it. There are lots of resources out there that will get your design from photoshop to the internet.

One note: Don’t forget to test your site across browsers. Mine worked perfectly in Chrome, almost perfectly in IE, and not at all in Firefox and Safari. The issue was relative path vs. absolute path in the HTML. Chrome and IE recognized my absolute paths but the others didn’t. I sent out a cry for help via Facebook and one of my friends solved the problem for me. Thus, don’t be afraid to ask for help!

Kicking this Off

I’ve started this blog to not only document my life as an actor in Chicago, from apartment hunting all the way to, hopefully, booking, but also to share what I learn along the way. I’ll be posting about everything I can think of including but not limited to: website design, marketing, business, acting methods, favorite performances, film reviews, living in Chicago, etc.

Thanks for stopping by, this thing is going to get rolling rather quickly. I’m apartment hunting at the end of the month. Stick with me and we’ll see how this goes.